yes,yes i chopped my long, loved hair till this short.
Something for a change. BUT...
trust me! when i took those 2 pics of myself (above), i almost teared. haish.
i miss my long hair...
thus to boost a lil confidence in me, boyf and close friends were asked to comment.
haha my ignorance was, i uploaded on tagged and not on facebook.
so my fb mates are all kept in the dark. LOLs.
and the 1st thing Mr Boyf said when we met was,
'you, cute nyer baby i!!!!!'(excited tone)
followed by 'you cute giler seh, i like tau,
mcm cine tpi i tk suke cine but u exception.'
(laughing away)while smoking.
its my hair that is short but he's the one that gets all excited.
even though so, im still glad that he likes it :D
to tell the truth, i really wants my long hair back. my self-esteem
dropped drastically after this hair cut.
even my fwens realised that im more being to myself.
And im more a busy girl/woman like work is my whole life.
i didnt interact much and cyber world misses me, i think. lols
all that just because of a haircut????!!!! OF COURSE NOT!
hahahaha
who is he???
Zulkiflee Shah ft bLacKGhoSt. haha Mr boyf.
well, i will not say he's my everything
but he's my current and future life...
its really a rough time in our relationship till now.
even so, we managed to go thru all till now.
whatever happens next, i hope it will be the better of the future.
I'm sorry Iz, i had to open up. I cant stay and still ponders the past.
yes, while i was M.I.A frm cyber, i did that.
But i Cant give iN all the time. i need to be happy too at times.
And yes, didi did told me that you still waiting for hope.
BUT iz, i've moved on like you told me to, i gave you tonnes of chances
but not once you took it. I'm always gonna be anywhere for you as ur FRIEND.
Ok, doubts are inevitable. truths are always overrated.
and at times, others before yourself was the priority.
But i wished at least 1 person knows me-my feelings and character.
And for upteen times, i wished to be pampered and surprise a lot!!!
Pampered in a good way though;
i'll get back soon aye :D
dY-iDa
