i change colours and pictures on my page. not the whole template. hahs
i decided not to change my link.
if you wanna hate me, hate me for all you want, i aint care.
i dun hold grudges against you so why i must care about your opinion
when you dun care but HATE me?!
so, maybe ive not been exact on my decisions and break people's promises
again and again. BUt i swear at this point of time, work and studies have been in the way.
for example, im disappointed in myself about the kendarat.
thank god, budak-budak boley dicukupkan and kaq helped me.
cos its very leceh to hire external, with excessive workloads and school-loads!
im really soorry to disappoint those that ive promised.
sorry kaq, first jek da disappointment. hope you have not lose your trust in me to do work.
thank god the event went well!
im suppose to be joining the rest for CITYALIVE!!!! but unfortunately i cant due to work and school reports!!!! arghhhh!! no life mann.
speaking of no life, i know im missed in every of my friends' life. BUT hey, im missing you all too...
seriously too tired and too busy!!! f**CK!!!
ohhh i spent the WED night after my interview with my darlings Pravina and Fahlynni.
CONGRATULATIONS TO THE 3 OF US.im pursuing my degree in business management,
Fahlynni is joining Carlton as her career and
Pravina is actually excited cos she's selected to SIA (thats her dream btw). Left me still studying. hahaha mayb after my studies are over then i'll focus more on my event management career! weee.
what more to update?
LOVE?
its easy to love, but to be loved? ONLY you can answer that.
im not single, im not attached. its complicated!
is it worth waiting?
haix
*sorry!!!! been real busy!
ferst and foremost, i cut my hair again and this time its confirm! CONCAVE beb!!!! lolx
nnnnnnn i love it!!!!
secondly, the kendarat thing is very confusing siol!!!!!! pening kepale otak gue..mangkuk!!
thirdly, close eyes, open eyes, da 1 month!!!!!! weeeeee...hahahaha
ok aku giler!!!
seriously, when i free, i blog properly.
nak continue my things ferst, then i'm off to tata land :)
something for you all. muahx :)
hahaha.
its been days since i last update.
well, basically my saturday was great.
lepakz with gang lamer mcm fun gitu dohhh....
lepas gak rindu aku kat dorg2 sumer..hehehe
sunday was a tiring day for me that
when i went back home, i slept till this morning...hahahaha
now headache.
wanna rest lah.
its rare to hear that from you, but thanks :)
It's just so hard to wait around for something
that you're not even sure of getting,
but you can't seem to give up when
you know its everything you've ever wanted.
although you told me the answer, but still
im not yours. there's still the other person, that you
told me that you need time.
i know ive been loving you wholeheartedly
and you are unsure about loving me.
still if the time you need, is to think who to choose.
then fuck the chemistry between us.
and forget about US.
But if u at least to take care of my feelings, i dont mind.
however i took care of my own feelings
to keep myself happy.
why?
if i have to stay onto only you,
you on the other hand,
able to go out wth her.
whats the point?
tell me!
seriously im on the verge of breaking down.
courage in me is needed to tell you this.
ive got my patience afterall.
dy-ida.
btw, i love my job soo much!
and i love my sistas too.
kaq lysa, kaq ina, kaq ecah and more.
Lepas rinduku ngan cewek dibawah nie..rindu siol ngan dier...
kuar lah jumper casper ngan dier kat tamp...lah..
si cas anak angkat mak kak ecah..hahahaha
what a small world! ;)
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sayang sekali ini harus berlaku.
terserahlah. aku tak bisa kata apa-apa.
apa-apa keputusan, aku serahkan kau untuk membuat.
walau apa pun, aku pernah menyayangimu
MOHD NOR FADHLI.
Salam hangat untuk cintamu
Aku yang kandas dan patah hati
Biarlah orang memandang lama
Aku tak mau bercinta lagi
Engkau yang dulu pernah ku cinta
Namun terlanjur kau bersamanya
Dan kau terluka oleh cintanya
Kini kau hadir ku sudah
JERA
When i though everything was going smooth
SH*ITS happen!
the truths from your mouth, make me think deep.
eventhough we are nothing, but still..
haish..since time you need, i'll give.
BUT remember, the longer it takes, the longer the feelings faded.
sometimes moving on is better than to reminisce.
haix
Thank GOD you've apologised and
instead of meeting you, you've already transferred :)
thank you
late for work, i took the cab. and lucky its less than $10.
then work, work! kena extend till 4!!! wah sey. start at 7 and end at 6...
but nvm, fun got them all!! hehehe
then took the bus home and wah! all the way sleep siol...
cam 100 hari tak sleep..
tok to ABG for a while then smp umah jer trus tdo. hahaha
crazy me!!!
lolx.
tdo mcm babi, wake up and eat..now of course la! ONLINE!
hehehe
WAH SIBEY! KNN!!!
Lau AKU GELOJOH, DIRI KAU TERKIAL2!!!!! SEEYAL!!!!! ARGHHH!!!
GERAM TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!
dy-ida
tell the truth!
afterwork chillax!
both greenfreaks gie larh hangout.
tak pkai hijau tk semesti tk suker hijau!! blueaks (insidejoke)my face without eyeliner, mater sepet giler! mcm ciner
smp nyonya bebual ciner ngan aku! kelakar siakz!!
ive never force you. bUt the feelinGs is forever mutual taw! i loike
Work have been fun but must serious in it! actually i love the job uh..
SH and kak aida, kaki gerek! kak aini ngan cik siti pun samer..
BUT the BEST, kaq YANA tersayang!!!
hehehehe..
ok lah tu...lolx...
malasnyer nak uat project!!! lazy you know..
ouhhhh i need people for kendarats siots!!!
end of the month ader keje shey...
pelan2 kayuh uh aku.
hahahahah
ok back to a topic. SHAYANG!
hahaha. CC mungkin jumper lagi.. tpy tk tau jadi ke tak.
hehehehe
Aries
(March 21 - April 19)
Aries
Perfect Partners:
Leo, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners:
Gemini, Aquarius
Not Your Destiny:
Cancer, Capricorn
People with Aries Horoscope love compliments and tend to gravitate towards unrestricted, lively people. They are outgoing and active. If you plan a date with an Arian, be prepared to stay out late and have some fun, as they are filled with energy, and love excitement.
Generally, people with Aries Horoscope like to think of themselves as intellectuals, therefore, the best way to excite an Aries is to approach them on a intellectual level. They are aggressive and passionate. However, be forewarned that Arians has a tendency to be jealous and when in love, wants quite a bit of our time, if not all of it.
They love to be asked for their advice and will give you as much time, guidance, and sympathy that you need. Their advice is usually given straight forth and without hesitation. Although they are frank and candid, Arians Horoscope will gladly share their opinions with you.
An absolute definite way to end a relationship with people under Aries Sign is to start dictating or even more so, dominating them. They hate it. In addition, never give them orders. Not only do they not take orders well, but most likely they won't even listen.
Known to be independent, Arians will be a trustworthy, loyal and exciting partner.
sometimes i just don't realise why i fell for you..
but i just did and nothing/noone can stop me.
mayb its wrong to love you, or mayb its just a sided love
however the feeling is really mutual that i cant stop thinking about you a day.
i wished i stopped thinking about you.
however hard i tried, i cant.
though i know, you're really considering me, but i will fight for this love.
consider means there are chances, but please dont let me wait too long.
feelings change. i dont want when u are ready, but my feelings change.
i love you, do you love me too?
thats all. if you don't, tell me truth.
im going thru all these for you and just you.
if its not worth, i will be lost for words!
i guess, its sided. but everything happen for a reason.
i still love my life even though its difficult to go thru:)
thats all for now. i love you muhd nor fadli!
im starting work tomoro. altho its training but i will do my best.
ouh yes, thanks to kak yana, i get this job. thanks kaq, love ya.
also also, update2, yes, im in love wth him.
and he too. we are just taking things slow. why?
cos we know, if ever we get together, we must be sure about it.
thats y, the person im in love with is still a suspense to all.
hahahaha. blueaks!!!
to all, im suppose to text/call. i'll do so soon.
but now, im just happy to be in love wth him.
i shall edit my skin. i hate this skin! toodles.
to naiimah: babe, im okay2. not too well, but better. sorry didnt follow you guys, tk larat aku nak kua dat day sey.. sorry. next tyme k :)
anyways2, HAPPY 2010!! first ever in my 18 yrs of my life, im stuck at home for countdown due to that darn fever and sick! F**K!!!
but nebermind.
btw, whatever happens...I LOVE YOU :D
