i wanted soo much to express all that have been kept inside. however, as much as i want to do so, i cant seem to be able to pen it down. seriously, everything seems mundane . too mundane that i cant imagine what ive been doing my life lately. just getting more and more stupid day by day :( haish.
maybe one day. for now, i let my life led my way. hmm
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
HIATUS
weee. i felt like a princess!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
i woke up and i was suprised by some sweets breakfast
and a disturbed introduction of a movie.
terperanjat taw gue!
Rupe-rupenyer dearboy wants to watch this with me.
9/10 :::)))
To all @ Paramore concert, hope you all have fun! i missed it though. lol its alright.
terperanjat taw gue!
Rupe-rupenyer dearboy wants to watch this with me.
9/10 :::)))
To all @ Paramore concert, hope you all have fun! i missed it though. lol its alright.
~
watched at Shaw today. Apparently town is EMPTY!
hahs
8/10 ::))
funny though..
ANDANDAND I cant believe im gonna get this on APRIL!!!WEEEEE :D
its my birthday gift from dear boy although its exactly a month away today!
i can hardly wait. thanks, tho it lasted. i enjoyed your company.
veryverymuch. :/
i leave every decisions at your hands to decide.
if you are happpier either way, im happy for you.
As long we are still contactable as friends.
Like we talk yesterday, i really think we both mature way more than
when we used to be together :D
THANKS! i appreciated it.
my fallen angel! lol.
it gives me orgasm all the time! hahs
nights everyone :D
~smiling widely~
watched at Shaw today. Apparently town is EMPTY!
hahs
8/10 ::))
funny though..
ANDANDAND I cant believe im gonna get this on APRIL!!!WEEEEE :D
its my birthday gift from dear boy although its exactly a month away today!
i can hardly wait. thanks, tho it lasted. i enjoyed your company.
veryverymuch. :/
i leave every decisions at your hands to decide.
if you are happpier either way, im happy for you.
As long we are still contactable as friends.
Like we talk yesterday, i really think we both mature way more than
when we used to be together :D
THANKS! i appreciated it.
my fallen angel! lol.
it gives me orgasm all the time! hahs
nights everyone :D
~smiling widely~
the saturday!
Saturday, March 6, 2010
i made the right move to text you and yay, we went out like mase-mase dlu lagik. it was really fun. though thru the small-irritating-but-i-love arguments, i still miss old times with you. helping you buy mama's birthday gift was fun!!!!!! lol. thnks for bali thai.
i will hold on to your words and let time tells if we really meant-to-be. i wont put hopes, but i'll continue wishing.
at this moment, watching you sleep (i love to watch him sleep) next to me, made me realised how foolish we both were in the past. i really want to make things happen again.
AND GUYS(boboys!) I MISS YOU ALL TOO. im back again! lepak like there's tomoro again soon k!!!!!!!!! weee...i love my boys to the max.
ouh ouh, Pravina didnt make it to DXO tonight. i guess she still have family problems. well, me and fahlynni still went ahead and i love it!!!!!! i seriously do. After awhile, of being a workaholic bitch, it was really fun night in dxo. i love it. the only wish was that Pravina was there.
shall not complain, there's always next tyme :D
ok, i wanna get back to sleep and cuddle my sweetheart. he's a cute boy when he's sleeping.
have a great sunday,everyone :D
i will hold on to your words and let time tells if we really meant-to-be. i wont put hopes, but i'll continue wishing.
at this moment, watching you sleep (i love to watch him sleep) next to me, made me realised how foolish we both were in the past. i really want to make things happen again.
AND GUYS(boboys!) I MISS YOU ALL TOO. im back again! lepak like there's tomoro again soon k!!!!!!!!! weee...i love my boys to the max.
ouh ouh, Pravina didnt make it to DXO tonight. i guess she still have family problems. well, me and fahlynni still went ahead and i love it!!!!!! i seriously do. After awhile, of being a workaholic bitch, it was really fun night in dxo. i love it. the only wish was that Pravina was there.
shall not complain, there's always next tyme :D
ok, i wanna get back to sleep and cuddle my sweetheart. he's a cute boy when he's sleeping.
have a great sunday,everyone :D
Friday, March 5, 2010
it was an emotional breakdown moment when i saw eu right in front of my face with your new lover. Wasnt able to take a step further to work that i took steps backward home, stoned!
Of all i've regretted, yours was a painful regret to me. It will be left for myself to endure. i have to since i've asked it since before you moved on. Baby, i regretted. However, if i love someone, doesnt mean i have to be with him, it is to see him happy. And to see you happier with her, i wish you all the best :/
during the emotional moments, i went to CHIQ's hse and chilled. Along came her brother, we played WII. it was fun but it lasted a while cos i started to breakdown even more. there and there both of them tried their best to put a smile on my face.
Met up with FIk, went to IMM. although thru the moments, i dont want to be asked. thus a fake smile was conveyed all the way im with him. if only, ....... ( i wished)
WhAts my PrOb?
NOthing New And Nothing Different.
i wont spill anything here.
its bad health for me
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seriously, i'm twisting my words all over when i could write everything straight-forwardly.
im just not being myself. i am who i am physical and for my life. BUT emotionally, only god knows.
Of all i've regretted, yours was a painful regret to me. It will be left for myself to endure. i have to since i've asked it since before you moved on. Baby, i regretted. However, if i love someone, doesnt mean i have to be with him, it is to see him happy. And to see you happier with her, i wish you all the best :/
during the emotional moments, i went to CHIQ's hse and chilled. Along came her brother, we played WII. it was fun but it lasted a while cos i started to breakdown even more. there and there both of them tried their best to put a smile on my face.
Met up with FIk, went to IMM. although thru the moments, i dont want to be asked. thus a fake smile was conveyed all the way im with him. if only, ....... ( i wished)
WhAts my PrOb?
NOthing New And Nothing Different.
i wont spill anything here.
its bad health for me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
seriously, i'm twisting my words all over when i could write everything straight-forwardly.
im just not being myself. i am who i am physical and for my life. BUT emotionally, only god knows.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
its been awhile. many updates. but i will do this short and simple.
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Celebrated kaq ecah's belated at tamp's swensen and Grandlink.
i really hope she loved it :D
im happy that at least i can celebrate her birthday though its belated.
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work,work, school, school
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Getaway had to be cancelled prior toerr some reasons rather not known!
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i tell ya, freaking emotional breakdown! ~keptbetweenmeandmyself~
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fyi, 'I HAVE NEVER TREASURE $$$$ MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP'
thus stop misjudging me!
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have been shopping around to distress myself. wasted loads $$
WTHeck do i care.
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Birthday wishes!!!!
HAPPY 19th BanjiSan!
HAPPY BDAE Wantino!
HAPPY BDAE ii!
HAPPY birthday FikRi!
to bdae boys, may all your dreams and wishes come true and more n more blessings in life :D
ok, thats for now. tata
btw i have my own issey miyake for my own pleasure..wee!
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Celebrated kaq ecah's belated at tamp's swensen and Grandlink.
i really hope she loved it :D
im happy that at least i can celebrate her birthday though its belated.
-
work,work, school, school
-
Getaway had to be cancelled prior to
-
i tell ya, freaking emotional breakdown! ~keptbetweenmeandmyself~
-
fyi, 'I HAVE NEVER TREASURE $$$$ MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP'
thus stop misjudging me!
-
have been shopping around to distress myself. wasted loads $$
WTHeck do i care.
-
Birthday wishes!!!!
HAPPY 19th BanjiSan!
HAPPY BDAE Wantino!
HAPPY BDAE ii!
HAPPY birthday FikRi!
to bdae boys, may all your dreams and wishes come true and more n more blessings in life :D
ok, thats for now. tata
btw i have my own issey miyake for my own pleasure..wee!
