My BaByBoo!
Monday, May 31, 2010
My BaByBoo!
Monday is my saturday!
OhmyOhmy. ROFL! TWICE!! twice beybeh!!! shocked when i saw her profile.
for 2nd time, she ended up falling in love with someone i loved before her. What a small world. hahs.
hopefully she last with him now. wishing her all the best from behind.
after oh-so-many-days-ive-not-met-my-nerdBUTCUTE-boyfriend, i met up with him after work.
gave him a tight hug!!! i miss him soo much.
So met him at BUGIS, had dinner at QiJi, then to my suprise, my Boo bought ISSEY MIYAKE!!!!!
hehehe love him more!. lol.
then initial plan was to watch movie, but bby suggested SHEESHA!! FUN FUN FUN.
SHEESHA plus stella artois and hoegaarden beers! LOVED!!! weee.
camwhored! my bby pun hotstuff sey! lol
Thanks Sayang for the nightChill. Love you loads bby :)
for 2nd time, she ended up falling in love with someone i loved before her. What a small world. hahs.
hopefully she last with him now. wishing her all the best from behind.
after oh-so-many-days-ive-not-met-my-nerdBUTCUTE-boyfriend, i met up with him after work.
gave him a tight hug!!! i miss him soo much.
So met him at BUGIS, had dinner at QiJi, then to my suprise, my Boo bought ISSEY MIYAKE!!!!!
hehehe love him more!. lol.
then initial plan was to watch movie, but bby suggested SHEESHA!! FUN FUN FUN.
SHEESHA plus stella artois and hoegaarden beers! LOVED!!! weee.
camwhored! my bby pun hotstuff sey! lol
Thanks Sayang for the nightChill. Love you loads bby :)
Saturday, May 29, 2010
My boyfriend is away to Melacca and i just came back from town with lynn and Pravina.
i cant believe i saw AZRI's bestF ( fanatic ). hahs. Bumped into fiefie and razali. was chilling with both till fahlynn had to rush back home with eye. thus me and pravina went ion and walked all the way back to Cineleisure. Great chillout. nothing special.
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!!
im sooo gonna grab stuffs!!!!!
weee :)
i miss my nerd-chatty-still-i-love-him boyfriend :)
i cant believe i saw AZRI's bestF ( fanatic ). hahs. Bumped into fiefie and razali. was chilling with both till fahlynn had to rush back home with eye. thus me and pravina went ion and walked all the way back to Cineleisure. Great chillout. nothing special.
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!!
im sooo gonna grab stuffs!!!!!
weee :)
i miss my nerd-chatty-still-i-love-him boyfriend :)
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
i am still vulnerable.
blame it on myself
blame it on myself
Saturday, May 22, 2010
i felt inferior.
period.
period.
At Tim3s
Thursday, May 20, 2010
im very vulnerable.
i need a man who would take care of me.
a man who would look me in the eyes for
seconds, minutes, days, months, years and infinity
AND still not bored to look at it.
a man who looks at me as lady
not a person to be laid.
a man who would hold on to me when im falling apart
a man who saw me when im invisible.
i wanna be that man's
the lady for comfort.
the ladyfor fun.
the lady for love
the lady who would hold on to me when im falling apart
and the lady to last him forever
Will you be the one Annafi??
i hope so. i dont want to tear apart anymore cos of a failure love.
i trust my heart to you, can you trust yours to me?
love you baby :)
-fydaChyka
i need a man who would take care of me.
a man who would look me in the eyes for
seconds, minutes, days, months, years and infinity
AND still not bored to look at it.
a man who looks at me as lady
not a person to be laid.
a man who would hold on to me when im falling apart
a man who saw me when im invisible.
i wanna be that man's
the lady for comfort.
the ladyfor fun.
the lady for love
the lady who would hold on to me when im falling apart
and the lady to last him forever
Will you be the one Annafi??
i hope so. i dont want to tear apart anymore cos of a failure love.
i trust my heart to you, can you trust yours to me?
love you baby :)
-fydaChyka
TO MY DEAREST SISTA
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Dearest Sis Lysa,
this is for you!
From the moment we got close together.
i felt the sister-bond in us.
you were there when i need someone.
and i have been trying my best to be there for you too.
And we went through fun moments such as
CLUBBING, CAMWHORING, HANGING-OUT and many more :D
TODAY,
me and an taking this opportunity
to wish you,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAQ LYSA!!!
make the best wish cos i'll be supporting you from the back..
love you ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
he looked at me.
he became a part of my life.
Can i trust my life to him as my boyfriend?
my ans: only time will tell.
if he really loves me for who i am
then there's no reason for me to think too much.
BUT
if he's just like the rest,
ive got no comment.
WHAT HURTS ME WILL AND HAVE ALWAYS MADE ME STRONGER.
anyways,
i love you baby.
you made me believe in love again.
Gimme time to trust you even more alright?
i trust you now but aint much yet.
all this will takes time :D
it isnt easy for me to fall in love after what happen with my bestfriend's boyf's bestfriend.
BUT im supposed. LOVE is blind.
And the fact that, when i look at you, i felt the love in you :)
HOPEFULLY, no more unknowing lies anymore.
btw, MY BOYF is a JERK! :)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
It doenst matter if i do things right or wrong cos in my upline eyes, those piles of paperwork was done by her. ACTUAL FACT! i was the one who cramped my fingers on the keyboard doing her works! Seriously!
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went window shopping with An. Had FUN! hehe. Chilled and homed.
was supposed to hang out wth Hunnies but Pravina had to study thus i just walk2 with An all over town. FUN! haha.
ok, back to work now!
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went window shopping with An. Had FUN! hehe. Chilled and homed.
was supposed to hang out wth Hunnies but Pravina had to study thus i just walk2 with An all over town. FUN! haha.
ok, back to work now!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
it isnt just another someone hurt me deep that eventually i will wake up from the remorse moment and move on. NO! this is more than just hurt.
Since even as a friend, im being choosen, as a girl, im not choosen by any then FUCK THOSE RETARDS GUYS OUT THERE. SINCE YOU HAVE THE LOOK, SINCE YOU LOOK WAY BETTER THAN I DO NOW, YOU ALL DOESNT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DISCRIMINATE PLUS SIZED GIRLS LIKE ME!
Just wait and see! i'll make you all regret! i have the right to choose too!
YOU ALL DONT DESERVE TO BE IN MY LIFE! not worth at all.
i pity all the pretty girls cos these guys see the outer not the inner beauty.
im not gonna tell where im going, im not gonna tell, what im gonna do. BUT im pretty sure, Rafidah you know now, died today!
WELCOME THE NEW RAFIDAH aka FYDA!
Since even as a friend, im being choosen, as a girl, im not choosen by any then FUCK THOSE RETARDS GUYS OUT THERE. SINCE YOU HAVE THE LOOK, SINCE YOU LOOK WAY BETTER THAN I DO NOW, YOU ALL DOESNT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DISCRIMINATE PLUS SIZED GIRLS LIKE ME!
Just wait and see! i'll make you all regret! i have the right to choose too!
YOU ALL DONT DESERVE TO BE IN MY LIFE! not worth at all.
i pity all the pretty girls cos these guys see the outer not the inner beauty.
im not gonna tell where im going, im not gonna tell, what im gonna do. BUT im pretty sure, Rafidah you know now, died today!
WELCOME THE NEW RAFIDAH aka FYDA!
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Something is wrong somewhere. i just dont know what it is. im feeling totally clueless at the moment. haish...again, i shall update real soon. now im just going with every flow there is.
