If Only I Matter(s) In Someone's Life.
If Only Someone Would Love Me Wholeheartedly.
I'm Getting More and More Tired Of Trying.
Will I Ever Be Happy Again?
I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder
In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......
I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....
In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.
I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......
I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....
show me
I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...
Can i continue being strong and kept the disappointment and sadness
from everyone. am i able to go through all this without breaking down?
im crushed.
i really wanna know what love is.
if it means that ive gotta be fooled around like trash,
then why love feels soo calm only to be destroyed in the end.
i dont wish to breakd0wn!
haish
i hope my mum loves her birthday gift.
the bag and the bracelet were from me, an and my bro.
Happy Advance 50 MAMA.
loves, ida.
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i love you.
dafi loves you too.
i sleep with him every night only to embrace you in my arms.
baby, i love you.
the hurtful truth.
you DONT KNOW whether you still love me or not YET you are still with me.
you said, the problems are only between her and me. BUT why there's others involve.
you are back to your old self again????
and you let me fall in love wth you only to be hurt this bad??!!
i tot you are different. haish.
im throwing away the key to my heart far away. im tired to be hurt in every relationship. my feelings are always cheated. i had enough of crying. still how can i continue if im still in love with you? ITS UNFAIR!!!! i hate this feeling!!!!!!!
i wanna run away if i could but to where? tell me! reality wont allow me to run away at least.
since everyone back to their old self, i shall go back my old self too.
let my broken heart left broken. Cos i have enough of dramas in my life. haish
you dont call me anymore.
you dont treat me nice anymore.
you never care in what i do anymore.
you are not worried/jealous on where/what i am anymore.
WHY are you soo cold to me?
what did i do wrong?
i have feelings too.
i love you and i put my ego aside just to make you happy, you know.
even though at times im hurting myself.
you seem like you dont care about me anymore!
you dont like when i continue to accuse you of having someone new, BUT the way you are treating me now, its as though you do!
what am i suppose to do?
please tell me. i dont want to cry anymore.
i just wanna be happy with you!!! haish
:'(
oh god, why it felt so different being around you. eversince that moment, you are just different from the guy i knew. you hurt my feelings over and over again by your words. do you know i really love you??? do you know??? but day by day, you treat me more like a GUY friend rather than your girlfriend. you never respect me. you always think when u said something nasty about me, its funny. NO it didnt. i want YOU, the normal you! i dont want you to always think about yourself.
every night i pray you will understand my feelings. i hve feelings too. ohhhmygod
if you dont want to talk abt this, then i shall continue be the selfish me!
even though i love you soo much,
ur undecisive-ness hurt me.
i know its difficult for you to be torn between her and me.
but as a lady, she deserves the right over me.
you share the same blood as her.
thus with my unwillingness, i hurt my own feelings to let you go.
so that you wont be in that difficult situation anymore.
i love you, and i thank you for loving me too all this while.
it was a great experience for me to be loved by you.
'bila kau kata sayang, aku terus tersenyum. Lalu ku pun kata, aku juga sayangkanmu.'
lets this be a memory of you and me.
i love you, i really do :'(
i wanted to vent my angers badly. but i cant.
no words can appear on my mine and nothing i can pened down here.
i'll continue to be STRONG cos thats the only thing i could do.
haish
:'(
sometimes i just wish my problems arent that tough. if i could run away, i would. But this is reality and really reality bites. thats life anyway. Have to go thru it whether i want it or not.
ive to cancel my birthday plan for Pravina Darl. i felt real bad. nothing can go right these few days. hey i really wished i could turn back time before this. BUT NOW, i want this moment onwards to flow smoothly altho i know i am goona face more problems in the future.
Ibu, maafkan ida. ida tk maksud nak tipu mama, i promise to take care of you and make you happy every moment of your life onwards. im really2 sorry mama.
alhamdulilah, he showed me SOMEONE way better from my past! amin
i
♥ you.
i ♥ you, baby.
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had FUN dinner cum karaoke with my family members
including ♥ and azean.
enjoyed every moment when i am with him.
he never failed to fetch me.
next, PRAWNING maybe?
:P
nightss :D
i wish i could turn back time and have the freedom to be pampered. Now it seems like, responsibilities becoming heavier and heavier. i dont have any oppurtunities to pamper myself.
Can i please rewind to a point i dont have to make any decisions.
Every wrong step i make, will make me lose my grip even more. :(
and now im crying alone in my room.
i wanna be pampered like before..
haish.
