At times, being absent-minded is the best medicine, Being one can make you dead too. And this time is the right time to be 1. Cos when i used to care, my caringness was taken advantage of. But to my disagreement, im just someone who loves those who gave me hope. Those whose fake lies are seen in the end, i'm just ignoring that.

So you might think and dislike that im changing. But hey, at least, im still me. Dun worry, i'll be fine. i'll come around soon.

okay2, you must think im crazy..But its really troubling my room space with all unwanted study materials. Example im done wth dip but i still have my POA GUIDELINES..HAHA.

Thus, here it goes, selling off some guidebooks away at a very cheap2 price. haha..

Price and Quality of books are fixed, Unless Otherwise Stated.

Name : SAP O-Level Social Studies Exam Notes. code: 5521
Quality : 3/5
Original $ : $6.95
Selling : $2

Name : SAP N-Level Science Chemistry Exam Notes. code: 5542
Quality : 5/5
Original $ : $3.90
Selling : $2

Name : Longman O-Level Science Physics Quick Study Guide code: 5564
Quality : 4/5
Original $ : $9.25
Selling : $4

Name : Longman ExamSmart A.Maths 0-Level code: 5586
Quality : 4/5
Original $ : $5.50
Selling : $2

Name : PanPac Additional Mathematics (EPB) code: 5608
Quality : 4/5
Original $ : ??
Selling : $5

Name : Pearson Longman Principles Of Account code: 5620
Quality : 5/5
Original $ : $15.25
Selling : starting price at $8

Additional items...

Love Readers Digest??
Well, i'm selling off two copies of their edition book.

Name : Practical Project For Your PC. code: 7840
Description : All you need to know about your PC.
Quality : 5/5
Price : $18

Name : Laughter! The Best Medicine. code: 7842
Description: Its a good relaxation to put a smile on your face.
Quality : 5/5
Price: $15

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as for my personal updates, soon aites. now busy bee! teehee

i gave my all, im asked to take it back.
i gave some, its still too much.
i wonder whats the best amount,
i wonder again.
i wonder yet again..
i wonder over it again...
im just numb.

i dunnoe what else i could do,
all that he saw in his eyes, my paranoia. but did he ever realise how insecure it have been.
trust? i gave it, he had to destroy it majoring in relationship.

i feel soo dead, almost everyone told me to leave him for good. BUT no one knows exactly how i feel.
i love him,
i need his attention.
i need his selenge-ness.
does he even care to reliase if he had ever did anything for me at all?
anything to make me happy that is? im not sure if i cld recall any.
but why am i still with him? love made me blind?NO
cos i stilll felt that courage that i fall for.

now, im not sure if im gonna go on like this, keeping evrything to myself and not letting it out to him as to not hurting his feelings but my very own feelings is draining.
as much as i wished, im gonna stop wishing.
all these wishes will never come true afterall.

í'll just go on wth life even if it hurts badly insde of me.
thats what im doing, shutting my world just to myself :/