Yesterday was an adventure day..not too adventurous larh. Went over to my aunt's hse and my cuzzie passed his bike TP. Congratulations. Now waiting for me to pass my TP and take my bike license as well. weeeee..
OK2, went back, Abg called and off we went to buy ciggies. then we wanted to chill. top-up petrol and DANGS, we were stuck cos the rain started to pour heavily. was under the shelter for more than an hour siol!!!!
Da lah haus, basah kuyup!!!
trus da reda, we vroommm to MUSTAFA!. Ingat nak beli hair dye, tpi when we went in, we were shivering like crazy, cancelled going in, went nearest coffeeshop and had teh TARIK! power! lols
chilled!toked!laughed!smoked! overall:had fun!
Abg sent me home, suddenly the rain poured again..Chilled a while more at void deck then we went home. haha
Gonna go bake. How shld i tell prav darl that i cant go for halloween???hmmm..
*wondering2* lols
fyda
if you are into adventure kind of movie, then go watch CORALINE. As for me, i aint catoonic adventure type, so i didnt really enjoy watching it. Should have dragged boboi watched Jennifer's body instead!! overall CORALINE, i rate 6/10..
While waiting for movie to start, went smoking outside westmall, then saw razali and rohaizad.hahaha chatted and smoked wth them fer awhile then off to get boboi's food! pelahap tul budak kecik nie..
then went back home, talked2 with kak nana then watch mami jarum AGAIN!!! tell me abt it!!im bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok lah..now gonna go get ready to go to my auntie's hse...play wth lil kids uh...
tata
ARGGGH!!!!!!!
PENING TO THE MAX!!!!
Today was boredoom!!!!
ferstly, awake only,watch teevee.
then eat, sleep..
off to bukit gombak, but some stuffs,
home, tried making pie, tpi tk menjadi so me trus watched tv
dann came, few hours later, abg came home.
helped dann wth resume, watched naruto then he went home.
i went online. play games.
can study but dun want lah. no mood.
now bored. think, think, think! i think im not going for any halloween party!
im tired uh partyin. sian!!!!
same old thing. if got khakis, nvm uh. no khakis, no need lah!
so now bored!type2...watched tv uhhh....BORING!!!!
i wanna say thank you soo much to kak liana, khaleed, dann, abg razak, abg epul, farhan and casper that came down to visit me today. much appreciated. :)
they knew i was hospitalised and now that ive been discharged, they came over my place. so sweet of you all. you all also can communicate wth my mum..happy tau!!!
oklah tu, 9 days mc. should i or should i not go for halloween party and event?
hmmmmmm *wondering*
My Saturday was a happening one. ferstly, my mum cooked rojak bandung and kak liana, abg epul, abg razak,abg faizal, hafiz,dann and khaleed came. they ate and ate and ate. dah katerkan pelahap! lols. then kn, aderlah aku jatuh demam!!!! demam melarat smp batuk batu2. trus kene akunyer tulang blakang. infected!!!!!!!! mampos!!!!
then mlmnyer satu part, aku tetibe terlentang tk ley gerak sey. mampos sak lagi! ok done...so abg2 medic pun dtg umah mie. pikul aku mcm batu gie ambulance..masuk hospital 2 hari. punyer mendak....tapy aku nampak ite trainees ader yang handsome2 siot. hehehe...weee
so two days larh aku kene hospitalised...minor backbone infection jer...nuttin much k...and to all that have been concern about me, i just got to say THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!!..
9 days mc and im not sure on how to continue with my work. Please pray that i can manage my work from now :)
loves,
fyda
basically, if you all dont notice, whatever i blogged is all about my daily activities and thats so not me. i dun need to tell the whole world what i did evry other day. ONE REASON! i rather lesser people knows what i'm thinking in order to really find out what they think about me. Rather than leading them clues about me that makes them or shall i say you all
(whoever eats the chilli then he/she will taste the spicyness) being fake to me. SIMPLE?
SO where does my blog of thoughts are then? well, if you really care, you can asked me directly thru msn/sms or anywhere directly to me. i dun mind at all. even after so, you all/they are fake too.
im gonna go back to my old habits- werk,werk,werk! money,money,money! all that matters!!!!
Alhamdulilah, im gonna either drive/ride soon on my OWN. woohoo!!!
even if i have a thousand candidates back in the line, that doesnt matter at all! im just gonna continue my life being a normal person and continue to lead my life peacefully.
BUT NOW NOT PEACE!!!! marketing paper is in 3weeks time. im not done revising. darn me!!! Someone/ANyone!!! i NEED extra motivation for me to study...pweash help me!!!!
Tomorrow is my work results and ROjak BanDunG Day with FRIENDS at my CRIB. hope for another enjoyable day tomorrow.
i had great time @ london weight management for my free trial with kakak today. happy kepe. weeethen2, met certain someone for like 5 mins to pass stuffs and enjoy the rest of the day with kakak and dann....da gie free trial, enjoy larh sey...nak gie spa soon uhh..
Anyone knows where to go for CHEAP SPA but good service in SINGAPORE???
ok ok, not that CHEAP larh..affordable i mean!! bluweks!!!
then lepas free trial, mendakz and hungry since at work and during trial, my perut bunyi gendang sey, so me, kakak and dann ate at Pastamania. Ok uh!! Not bad. Tpi pizza dorg gerek oi. hehe murahand thin crust. weee dah lantak,
lepak japz, merokok then off to movie, watched 'CLOUDY WITH THE CHOICE OF MEATBALLS'
rate 8/10. 3d gerek uh, tpi lau tgk mcm biase, bored giler babi. lols. maseh tk setanding ngan GForce. tu gerek giler. otw balik, abg faizal texted. and we beli rokok and chilled.
So totally, i rate today as happy day :)
tomoro keje and i still havent finish my marketing study..exam next month siol...lols
btwkn!!!da enrol!!!! weeeeee...happy giler....
now nak mkn...lapar doh!
dy-ida
Demam nie uat darah me up sey!!! make my blood rise up only. hmmph..
being sick isnt what i need the most right now. i got loads to do basically at work and personal life.
as posted on previous entry, EVERYTHING'S SETTLED!
-
now no matter what it is, now im much more mature to think who are my friends and what matters in my life. i wont rush myself to get my happiness bcos i''ll let it come to me on its own...
ahhhhh this will be slowly. let it be urhhh...
ok,had sheesha session. was caught in the rain when going for interview!!! then gave up. then was from chinatown going to dreamworks adverts. real cool. yay!!!
woohoo..executive training starting soon!!!
exams coming also!!!! STRESS!!!!!
lols...
sleeping soon :]
dy-ida
all settled. im happier. :)
proper update soon *winks*
im still jaded!
no Questions asked anymore!
(still under construction)
Tak seharusnya ku mula
jatuh cinta pada mu.
dirimu akhirnya menyakitiku
tinggalku, keseorangan.
Cabaran ku lalui, tanpa mu disini lagi
menangis hatiku tk terhen..ti.
hanya ku pedam rindu
belaian dan cintamu...
kau tlah musnah segalanya
Mengapa ini harus terjadi
Mana janji-janjimu dahulu
kau lemparkan membuat ku mengharap.
kiniku akhirnya tenggelam. (tarik tinggi)
Sayang,
hancur sudah hati ini
kau membuatku takut bercinta lagi
kau menyunting hati ini
untuk akhirnya menyepi
mengapa or mengapa
Hanya kau dalam anganku
Sentiasa mengenangkan dirimu....
Chilling with dann and few friends was fun.
though it lasted only awhile.
i was hesitated to go bp cos of few reasons not to be told and yes,
it was eerie if i ever see him again.
nuttin beats my heart after then seeing another him
its been awhile but hey, let it be.
mayb he doesnt want to be my friend no more :(
Its alright. i wont die not to have another friend like him.
let it be lah. jgn terdesak baru carik gue yer!
hitch a ride home by abg on his bike. it was fun..
gonna have more friends event again!!!! weeee
k,i have to be in the office at 9am in the morning.
sleeping liao..nights everyone!!!
love,
fyda carino
Maybe this is what ive to go thru to move on. Ok. its really weird.
i have wierdest dreams ever these few days
firstly. as posted in previous entry. after i saw
him the other day,
now its not 2 days but 3 days straight ive kept dreaming of
him.
i dun even miss him nor want him back. And that dream kept bothering me.
DamnA**. lols
i hope
he tak terbatuk2 that im toking about
him.hahaha
Secondly. i dreamt that my dad and his 2 close friends, my mum and me kena raid at Sengkang
while buy contraband ciggarattes and my dad was fine $32,000. hahahaha what sey. if it really happen,i kill myself sey. $32,000 is like a capital for me to start anything or even go on a holiday!!!!
thirdly. ok this one a bit merepek k. the dream waS me and couple of my friends were at a beach at night and we were attacked by ZOMBIES. hahaha and i dunnoe how an idea came to me that i was nice to them and realised a way to make all of them normal again. wanna know how?
By pulling tissue paper which was glued like a ball on their back. and either they die or alive...
weird ryte? i noe larh halloween nearing. but to have these dreams. WEIRD you know!
Andandand now im just stoning away. what can i do or say? hmmmm
Okay!! before i tell more about today... i just wanna rant that i dun want to do attachment!!!! arghhhh...hehehe okdone. lols
today, did my online assignment. chill ngan adq boboi awhile then follow my mum to my nenek sedare's hse. House visit katerkan...hehe. ate mee rebus and fool around wth my little cousins. watched macam-macam aznil and very funny you'd know.lols
thats my monday. nothing special today.
ok larh. i dun want to lie.
i miss being attached to someone.
and yes, ever since i saw
him at al-azhar the other day,
for 2 days straight, i kept dreaming of
him. haish.
but hey, dreams are mind playing. mayb i just miss the memories.
being single isnt bad. but after awhile being someone's girl.
the loneliness strikes even deeper.
lalalalalalalala
ive moved on. im stronger to face this loneliness. what can i say more if
mr right isnt here yet? all i could do is continue wth my life BUT still waiting patiently for
mr right to appear :/
enuff toking about this. im stress enuff. lols..
note: this entry is in malay!
Di antara kalian.
bukan kerna duit ataupun mempunyai keinginan yang sama.
tapi kesefahaman dan juga keikhlasan yang nyata.
aku bingit! aku geram! tapi bila ku sedih, pada siapa harus ku luahkan?
siapa punya keberanian diri untuk mencintaiku?
aku bukan siapa-siapa tapi aku juga manusia biasa.
mengapa kesunyian yang harus aku lalui berulang kali.
kebahagian, bagaimana dan apa harus aku lakukan untukku merasaimu!
Kesunyian dalam kegelapan, tiada siapa yang menghulurkan cahaya.
hanya aku sendirian terkial-kial mencari lampu terang.
semakin lama ku mencuba, semakin banyak cabaran harus ku tempuhi.
ternyata cinta bukan segalanya.
tetapi cinta mengembirakan dan mengecewakan.
tiada cinta yang bahagia tanpa melalu kekecewaan.
hanya aku mampu
mengharungi liku-liku hidupku,
menepis kesunyian dan keinginan untuk dibelai.
pedam mataku untuk melihat atau mencari
erti sebenar cinta.
dy-ida
the more i pretend, the more it keeps running back to me.
and the more i try to forget, the more it haunts me.
Until it appears in my dream, even i can suddenly think about it
in the train on the way to work. its really frustrating.
arghhh...
ive tried. all i can do now is to cry. to whose shoulder and to who that really cares?
im just unable to overcome that fear anymore. its not easy to carry on. haish. its really draining me out.
yes, im bubbly to all. But if you are my true friends, you could realise that i tend to
pretend to tell everyone that im okay. deep inside. only me knows. the bubblyness isnt the
same when im happy.
free times made me think abt this stupid things. every minutes count. so solution : use evry minutes of your free time to do something worth doing. rather than to waste time and think. and now im blogging, im still thinking abt it.shifting it away now!!!!!!!!!
gonna rest my mind and sleep. i have to wake up at freaking 8 am!!!!!
arghhh.....
dy-ida
Thanks Esha for understanding. Arghhh..people dun think i smile and can joke around with, doesnt mean i dun have feelingS!!!!! you all dunnoe how im feeling deep inside of me. Thats why i kept myself real busy wth works and business proposals so that i wont think of what im feeling currently. its frustrating. arghhh....
Proposals coming up soon. And and dy-L-Icieous is UP soon. weee. ollie accompanied me for supper at Al-ameen. Chit-Chat then off home.
im really busy. i'll try to blog more a.s.a.p :D
Hello! Its THURSDAY!!! tak dengar khabar pun?? Well someone was supposed to do something either on tuesday or yesterday. i guess she forgets!!!! PLeaSe Eh People!!! Have INITIATIVE. If terase or you felt like im toking about you, feel free to drop me a tag or my number hasnt change, call me up!
ALL that one needs is ORIGINALITY. Please larh. When you tends to borrow stuffs from friends or relatives, please larh! have INITIATIVE to return them. Dont wait for your friends or relatives to ask for them! like hello, you borrow, you return!
i know someone akan terase. i shall not disclose more. tapi kalau orang dah kasi muke! Jangan pijak kepale. And sometimes when friends are away or not there, doesnt mean they dont care! they are just busy!
SOmetimes when PeopLe Dont bother to talk or care anymore, its not because they dont want to, but because you dun want to listen to advices but yourself that since so, friends dun wish to interfere and waste any more effort.
READ THIS!!! call/sms me up if you are not satisfied with me.
And its all over again. Baru raye, dah kene bertekak2. Irritating. This tak effect me at all.
my main motive is to earn as much $$$ as possible. And thats a FACT! yay!!! hehehe
and soon, i have business on my own. Happy nyer. Insya'allah i will continue to work hard for a beter future.
Thanks Syarul for the thoughts :D
Gonna continue with my schoolwork and business plan.
toodles!!!
After doing my drafts and settle financing documents, i faxed to the office and off to meet kak nana and abg razak. Went to eat at SG Flyer's Popeye. As usual, 1 set meal is too full for me. hahaha ate ate ate. Camwhored and off we took the bus to ct hall. And since i need to pass documents to kak liana, i need to print it so we went internet cafe. Hahaha printed it and passed to her and again off to Grandlink. Abg Razak melatah smpkn aku kene pukul habis-habisan. hahaha funny lah dier. Melalak like nobody's business and i almost cried to 'MERAUNG'. WTF!!!! Lepak kejapz with them, and off homed.
Yeayea HALLOWEEN coming soon!!! Cant Wait For It!!!!!
i have tonnes of photos to show you all but im just plain lazy...hehehe..
love ya'll..muacccksz
i hope everyone's monday wasnt blue today. mine was spent well. had fun with money-mindset/making plan that helps to benefit future. And i have my sub-line job inclusive of my permanent job. wow. triple happiness.
after that, planning with kak liana. And i hope this will happen real quick to further enhance my future. and helping kak liana making more money. Ok literally now im doing my paperwork and start my business planning..
meet syarul (ejoy). woah, meet him,accompany him home to get his bagpack to go to work and we ate at Ljs. Chill somemore then he sent me off to the mrt and he went to work.
hopefully he wont work too hard :D. i care you'd know.
while walking back, saw flikoz on the roadside on his friend's bike. miss him so much...
lols. ok, im tired with work and planning and report writing. im sleeping!!!!! ngantuktao.
muaccks to all :D
Plan : Raye Outing with Gangs.
Overall : 9/10
Still it was memorable. especially at Khaleed and Abang Razak's hse. Even went to Mama Ros's hse
it was fun. and as usually the melatar dudes, khaleed and abag Raazak just makes the outing much more fun. :P Ohhh and still my hotdog runs out of supply only after 10 mins.hahaahahaha
Pelahap2 hotdogs!!!!
then then then off to dxo with my bro, ninie and friends and hunnie-pravina. Our favourite resident band in dxo is leaving. thank god we went yesterday.
overall : 9/10
my bro is really good at dancing. woah. and me, my bro and pravina had after party meal at MCD.hahahaha thats like mine and pravina's routine.hahahah.
and thats my saturday. :D ...
pictures will be uploaded soon. i have overdue pics from last Wed.
today i went to get my lappy and off i went to meet dann at bpp. ate kfc, use honey for awhile in the library. its been a while since i went to a freaking library. called abg razak and kak nana, me and dann cabbed to Simei to chill. My initial plan was to pierce, however!!! its freaking 70 bucks and i dun want to waste it sey. so cancelled plan to pierce,chilled and talk crap with them. it was fun.
i still cant believe evrything that happened yesterday!!!! why im fooling myself???? damn!!! however to whoever yang terase, i dun want to lose our friendship, just act as if yesterday you didnt heard anything that i blurted out. seriously im sorry. however still, i had fun. :D
thnks to happier pills than before. yay!!!
i have pictures to upload. im just plain lazy..besok aytes :)
