Working never been this fun. i love to work nowadays. Just one wish though, i want my lappy back asap. lols. haha so i can work from home too. $$$$ matters. hahaha. ok thats madly crazy.
life? redundant!! i miss hanging out at beach wth friends, making love(dun think wrongly.) and more.
love. fuck love. jerk will always be a jerk. damn ass!!!! haha...last laugh is on me bebey :D
be back soon. im going dinner wth colleagues. and i might be meeting Iz later
Amazingly Beautiful.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Smile!
thats all that i could and able to do.
in the deepest and darkest moment, still...
facing it alone.
yes, im happy-go-lucky.
Till today, i dunnoe who to trust and who to depend on.
however bestf had been the best advisor thus far.
facing medication and evry pain, be it physical/emotional,
nothing beats the truths.
sometimes, suprises are the best gifts ever given.
But for now, all that matters :
taking care of myself, love everyone and him,
save up for degree next mayb. AND AND AND
most impt! GET MY CAR LICENSE DONE AND OVER WITH :D ;lols..
muaccks...
btw again informing all, i've changed my contact no.
tag/email me to get my new no. aye....
flabbergasted
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
at times, running away was my choice. Then when i come to think of it again. its just love. Not life.
To love, we need to have a life. My life hasnt been proper cos yes, i was blinded by love.
Now, im more focused. Focusing on getting my Degree next. mayb in few years cos i have to start saving all over again.
To him, ive regained my life and yes im stronger. you've proved me enuff. i aint care anymore at all. :)
anyhoos, peeps!!!!! i'll casually blog cos i'm gonna go back to my work life cos i guess work kept me off thinking negativity. regaining my needed trusts in beloved peeps and also regain my dignity as dY-iDa.
No one can bring me down ever again. Even if i have to go thru this on my own. BEEN there..
temporarily my hp no. is .........., email me if you wanna know aye babies. :D
chaos!!!! Going back to work...
To love, we need to have a life. My life hasnt been proper cos yes, i was blinded by love.
Now, im more focused. Focusing on getting my Degree next. mayb in few years cos i have to start saving all over again.
To him, ive regained my life and yes im stronger. you've proved me enuff. i aint care anymore at all. :)
anyhoos, peeps!!!!! i'll casually blog cos i'm gonna go back to my work life cos i guess work kept me off thinking negativity. regaining my needed trusts in beloved peeps and also regain my dignity as dY-iDa.
No one can bring me down ever again. Even if i have to go thru this on my own. BEEN there..
temporarily my hp no. is .........., email me if you wanna know aye babies. :D
chaos!!!! Going back to work...
I cant believe it has to end
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Im done wth love. I dunnoe how to feel anymore. Im sorry. I wont update for a long time. Lonely days are going to happen again. And im nt sure if i cld go thru it again. Sorry im deeply hurt. Sorry if im gone quiet for awhile.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
heyhey!!! I have a few bags and books to sell off at cheap2 price..Once the photos of each item have been taken, i'll do a decent sales entry for you all. meanwhile now, im gonna enjoy the rest of my day. take care everybody :)
Sunday, July 12, 2009
its a matter of time that im gonna start being
independent again.
Cos being absent-minded and self-centered would be my current aim
why so?
thruout my life, nothing else matters except people in my life.
With the Fight against YOU, your answers are very disappointing.
i cant accept the fact you brought me alive to this world. THANKS.
for past 18 years, i've kept it, once that day ive let it go, i just really
felt my burden is gone. ONLY now...
however problems never stop appearing in my life. One after another...damn. haish :(
hopefully, my vow to at least gain boyf's trust will come by asap as much as
he too needs to gain mine! ;-P blueaks!!!!!!!
I CHANGED MY NUMBER!!! If you call my phone,
and a guy picks up, most prolly gonna be my boyf...
hahahahaha
thru all the shits ive been going thru, now at least im sure on
how to react to my life even though i know for a fact,
im still gonna go thru more shits in the future.
i hope beloved friends and boyf will continue to motivate me.
COS im gonna change my life and make myself a better person.
anyways, after soo long of moody nights, 1 night out wth bff was fun!
yes, its the usual DXO. hahas.
a few recent pichas for all.
enjoy!!!!
p.s cayang, i'll wear my prettiest clothes on our next date which i dunnoe when k?
Cos being absent-minded and self-centered would be my current aim
why so?
thruout my life, nothing else matters except people in my life.
With the Fight against YOU, your answers are very disappointing.
i cant accept the fact you brought me alive to this world. THANKS.
for past 18 years, i've kept it, once that day ive let it go, i just really
felt my burden is gone. ONLY now...
however problems never stop appearing in my life. One after another...damn. haish :(
hopefully, my vow to at least gain boyf's trust will come by asap as much as
he too needs to gain mine! ;-P blueaks!!!!!!!
I CHANGED MY NUMBER!!! If you call my phone,
and a guy picks up, most prolly gonna be my boyf...
hahahahaha
thru all the shits ive been going thru, now at least im sure on
how to react to my life even though i know for a fact,
im still gonna go thru more shits in the future.
i hope beloved friends and boyf will continue to motivate me.
COS im gonna change my life and make myself a better person.
anyways, after soo long of moody nights, 1 night out wth bff was fun!
yes, its the usual DXO. hahas.
a few recent pichas for all.
enjoy!!!!
p.s cayang, i'll wear my prettiest clothes on our next date which i dunnoe when k?
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Be suprised! Lols. So have a great day evryone ;-)
and jyeah, i love my hairstyle.
off to work now.
most prolly i'll blog more soon :)
imissyoub.
M Y H A P P Y P I L L :-P
(after days of missing him, finally the hug was awesomely feelable.)
yeah yeah yeah!!!
im back for a quickie...
wont be here often. am really sorry...
life? challenging!!!!
hair?lols, shorter and to many peeps, neater!! hehe
k, tis pic obviously fugly. nebermind. will upload more if ive the times aye.
sorry the face, but the guy next to me is my loverboi.
well aint telling you more though.
cos at this moment, rough times almost ending.
good times are coming ahead.
to you, i just wanna hold on to you and never let go, can i?
and yea, you've became my enemy, my friend and my lover.
Thanks.
looking forward to more wonderful days ahead!!!
ohh wait, pravina says that we are the carbon copy of her and nesh.
LOLs. Missyoub.
see you later :)
