the loneliness is killing me.
Why do i still love and need him for all that im going thru now?
Why must i face my fear all by myself again? Damn you.
jangan lah berjanji untuk setia, jika hatimu tidak ingin berubah, jangan lah kau lafazkn rindu dan sayang tapi cintamu tidak mendalam.
Bukankah kau membunuhkan perasaanku ini?...

Sudahlah. Im just tired of trying. U still love yourself more. Stop playing with my feelings. Please leave m. Let me suffer now than to suffer for the rest of my life. Plsss.

If u really sayankan me like you always SAID, then show me or easier leave me to despair...