i miss my old self when i was the bubbly ida who's not afraid of being lonely.
As life goes on, i really lost the bubblyness in me.
i kept vigil to myself of all the feelings that i wanted to feel.
Tapi biler da luahkan perasaan tu, orang yang mendengar macam tak memperdulikn pun.
Life with and without love just the same.
i wish i could live my life without thinkin about love of the opposite sex.
But i cant cos everywhere i go, anywhere i go, the loving-looking couple makes me jealous.
why tkder pun 1 love me because he really do. haish.

i dun want to be a bitch. im just a normal girl. But the guy tat im love making me feel like im a mess. work and study also da affected. haish. if im not strong, i wld left him long ago, but why im so foolish to still be wth him? im not sure either. i just wished......i just wished.....ahhh nvm. my wishes have never came true. why must i continue to hope? haish.
seriously, im really lost in this relationship.
mengharap-harapkn, diri me sendiri tertiarap. haish.

dY-iDa. not that good mood. :(