thats just the way!

by now, if u all are reading, you should be guessing why a change. and to some of you, its really obvious. ok then. deezul is over. Im back being dY-iDa, solo again.

yes, i cried.
yes, im disapponted.
yes, i felt useless.

however naz and mat really tok me out of this. im sorry everyone for the stupid message. this is my latest words.

'this is the experience that i grow up from.

Resigning to fate would be my last option in life.

What makes me cry, gives me to courage to move on.

No more running away and no more giving up.

All i'm gonna do is to stand up again on my own.

However this smile doesnt mean im happy.

Seriously, nothing is happy to me no more.

Im smiling always but no one will know whats

inside. :( '

i guess im done once and for all. Memories will be left memories then. ...

hmmmm

dY-iDa