why must it be soo difficult for me to let him go?
Why must i feel like a weakling when he left?
Why cant i let go?
its not just love that im looking for.
Its more of a companion that can go thru anything ang everything together.
And now tht its gone, i just lost myself to hysteria. Maafkan idah :(

Yes im not resigning to fate n no im not running away.
But i must try my best to face this reality...

Dy-ida