thats just the way!

Loneliness just killing me softly. yes im smilling. yes im look happy to you all. cos i dun want any worryness in anyone's eye. should i be blame for all that happen? i guess reality does bring the bites to me. i just cant believe that i ended hurt and felt really priceless. im not ready to start all over again...i guess laying low would be the best option. i loved him, i love him still and and i will always love him. if he just left me like this forever, love cant get me anywhere. Love isnt in my thoughts no more. Cos of him, he's the reason that im strong to love. The best thing that happened in my life has already left. back to my dull life then.

i will still strive for the best luxuries that i need. But for me to fall in love, i just resent that to fate. for as my happiness, im no longer hoping nor wanting it. its reality!!! no want always get what they wanted. right? im still gonna be me. but whether the good or bad me, im resenting to fate. Im not gonna let it decide, im gonna let it suggest. by which i'll choose to resign to it or make the better of my life.

Mayb he doesnt know, but im hoping for just one last thing.TO BE BACK IN HIS ARMS. but i wont pursue this hope. for 1 reason, im not going to run after him nor he gonna run after me. if he really wanna be the good guy and change, im sure our love will bring us back together. BUT if it isnt, then what choice left??? move on then.

dY-iDa