meeting her later to go e2i for interview. GOSH..
its been awhile since i went for any interviews.
haish.
not all really knows what happened to me.
but briefly, i just lost my life.
LIFE tht i wanted had been taken away from me.
Thats the reason for the change.

As i journalised in TAGGED.
Whatever happened, happened.
no point pondering over it.
i'm just gonna continue with this new life
even though i aint happy at all.
yes, i dunnow how or what my happiness is.
fickle i am, but i aint care.
ALL i wanna do is to be 'Happy-Happy Selalu'
even if i have to fake my way through, but still
i need to stay alive.
im done blabbering. things gonna change drastically.
AND IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.
still, i will have the mindset 'Happy-Happy Selalu'
bukan mudah. tapy aku akan cuba.

CHIKA