thats just the way!

to anonymous : lets summarise everything. thanks fer the concern and i accept ur words. but do you really know me? or u just hear people's words from surrounding. frankly every life is tough. but its how one face it. there's no wrong for one to be emotional at times cos its just mere emotions/feelings. my life tough? aint as tough as those others far more worst than mine.

cheat? ok i ask, have u not cheated once in ur life? hehe everyone cheats but they are given the chance, and i thanked god, i was given the chance to change. also yes again, its tough. but thats reality. never the less, i say im not wrong. but when u said ' so dn't always cheat ppl while u'll get more cheated =) ' , im totally unagreeable. its already nature of life. and cheating at different levels are looked at differently.

for example, one tends to leave his/her spouse after marriage and ran away after marriage just as a reason to be stressed. and lied to others.
another example, one tends to only think abt his/her own welfare rather to think about others feelings. when he/she knows, others help him/her a lot.

everything happen for a reason and to me, when i cheated, i realised how stronger i should be to be alive. and it pains to be cheated on. however you will realised who's ur friends or foe :)

again, thank you..i know u care and its wrong of me to make it a big fuss. but its just my thoughts :)
hope you understand.

ok, updates! updates! updates!

14 more days and everything will be different :D
how different? just wait and see.
im still in the process of revamption.
*wonders* what should i present to my dear friends for new year.
hehe. happy tau :)

okie, slight changes on the 26th. will update. ohh ya.
i was thinking on celebrating 2010 in a different way.
text me people :D
fun,fun,fun hehe.

though i have few friends to trust these days.
but hey, at least i do have true friends.
those that wont leave me on the lurch.
hahahaha

ohhh yea, 5 more days to TP babe!
excited and nervous you'd know.
okay okay. now im done updating.
what more you need to know..
AND last but not least :)

TO ZULKIFLEE SHAH! FROM BUKIT PANJANG. WHEN ARE YOU RETURNING MY MONEY? BREAKING YOUR PROMISES? IF YEA, JUST TELL LORH! IF NOT, WHEN ARE YOU PAYING? ITS BEEN FAR TOO LONG. OR SHALL I JUST ASK FROM YOUR MUM?
THAT WONT DO, I JUST WAIT TILL END OF THE MONTH BEFORE I WILL FIND YOU AND GET AN ANSWER WHETHER YOU ARE PAYING OR NOT. :)