i just cant believe that i was conned over and over again. thnks people who likes to make a fool out of me!!! Fun right?? care less for my feelings and care even lesser for yours. i wont respect you anymore. AT ALL!

okay, basically i was hurt and i have to learn to be stronger each day. day by day, i wished i wasnt fooled. but it seems to continue hurting me deeply. was supposed to be at zirca but shits happened. so i just had dinner wth teddy bear and chilled wth him. how i wished i was at zirca. actually there is a specific reason why i didnt go, but i regretted and i should have went. haish.

so today was supposed to be at an interview. but haish..aku kene conned k! so stayed home till evening and ryan wanted to meet up. so at 6.30 pm, he came and we chilled. tok-tok, smoke-smoke and chilled. then off he went home. riduhwan promised tomoro, so im gonna see how lorh. haish :/ i want my happiness larh!