its great to get to unwind myself. i was foolish to move on by getting to know new guys. and yes its bad. the kind soul wasnt kind afterall. the teddy wasnt truthful afterall too. i was humiliated by my own feelings. i guess its been too much to handle. Peer and family pressures are making me paranoid. earlier today was halfway writing about how hurtful its been. but halfway through i got irritated and shut down my lappy.

simply : if korg-korg semua continue to hurt me deeper. why not, snatch my get-well medicines andlet me die. everyone lets my emotions down. i felt deep though. i just couldnt accept that fact afterall. ya'll wanna hurt me even more right? geez, let me have my peace will anyone?

i had a great night wth hunnie, Pravina. and she loves my hair. lols but its kinda short period though. i just wish i could spend more time and more talks wth her. its been hell of a ride of life for me. As usual dxo-ing. rate: 6/10. at least there's a new band :)

ok, a week passed. lets see what the newer week gonna give me :)
luck to all Standard Chartered Runners!
and Happy Sunday :)