although you told me the answer, but still
im not yours. there's still the other person, that you
told me that you need time.

i know ive been loving you wholeheartedly
and you are unsure about loving me.
still if the time you need, is to think who to choose.
then fuck the chemistry between us.
and forget about US.

But if u at least to take care of my feelings, i dont mind.
however i took care of my own feelings
to keep myself happy.
why?

if i have to stay onto only you,
you on the other hand,
able to go out wth her.
whats the point?
tell me!

seriously im on the verge of breaking down.
courage in me is needed to tell you this.
ive got my patience afterall.

dy-ida.

btw, i love my job soo much!
and i love my sistas too.
kaq lysa, kaq ina, kaq ecah and more.