it was an emotional breakdown moment when i saw eu right in front of my face with your new lover. Wasnt able to take a step further to work that i took steps backward home, stoned!
Of all i've regretted, yours was a painful regret to me. It will be left for myself to endure. i have to since i've asked it since before you moved on. Baby, i regretted. However, if i love someone, doesnt mean i have to be with him, it is to see him happy. And to see you happier with her, i wish you all the best :/
during the emotional moments, i went to CHIQ's hse and chilled. Along came her brother, we played WII. it was fun but it lasted a while cos i started to breakdown even more. there and there both of them tried their best to put a smile on my face.
Met up with FIk, went to IMM. although thru the moments, i dont want to be asked. thus a fake smile was conveyed all the way im with him. if only, ....... ( i wished)
WhAts my PrOb?
NOthing New And Nothing Different.
i wont spill anything here.
its bad health for me
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seriously, i'm twisting my words all over when i could write everything straight-forwardly.
im just not being myself. i am who i am physical and for my life. BUT emotionally, only god knows.
Of all i've regretted, yours was a painful regret to me. It will be left for myself to endure. i have to since i've asked it since before you moved on. Baby, i regretted. However, if i love someone, doesnt mean i have to be with him, it is to see him happy. And to see you happier with her, i wish you all the best :/
during the emotional moments, i went to CHIQ's hse and chilled. Along came her brother, we played WII. it was fun but it lasted a while cos i started to breakdown even more. there and there both of them tried their best to put a smile on my face.
Met up with FIk, went to IMM. although thru the moments, i dont want to be asked. thus a fake smile was conveyed all the way im with him. if only, ....... ( i wished)
WhAts my PrOb?
NOthing New And Nothing Different.
i wont spill anything here.
its bad health for me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
seriously, i'm twisting my words all over when i could write everything straight-forwardly.
im just not being myself. i am who i am physical and for my life. BUT emotionally, only god knows.
