march 28 was my last update and it wasnt a proper one too.
there tonnes of thoughts and rants i wanted to spill.
However at that period of time, i cant seem to put everything into words.
mundane as usual. But its really happening.

i hate being in a situation, i fell in love with someone and
im being loved by someone else.
But i'm 19 to-be in days' time and i should think right.
which i didnt basically.
thus, i will let time tell.
im not single, im not attached. its complicated.

love, you kissed my forehead,
you hugged me at the moment i needed it the most,
you caress-ing my hair to sleep,
you've seen me at my worst
yet still you hold onto my hands tightly.
And you told me,
'if you're dreaming, i'll make sure you'll wake up
still having me to love you in your life'
and those words melted deep in my heart.

when the right moment arrives, i'll tell.
for now, lets just ENJOY.
tell ya all the truth,
ive been drinking all weeks. and yes,
it happened last year and this year too!
WTF!
hahahaha