sometimes i just wish my problems arent that tough. if i could run away, i would. But this is reality and really reality bites. thats life anyway. Have to go thru it whether i want it or not.
ive to cancel my birthday plan for Pravina Darl. i felt real bad. nothing can go right these few days. hey i really wished i could turn back time before this. BUT NOW, i want this moment onwards to flow smoothly altho i know i am goona face more problems in the future.

Ibu, maafkan ida. ida tk maksud nak tipu mama, i promise to take care of you and make you happy every moment of your life onwards. im really2 sorry mama.

alhamdulilah, he showed me SOMEONE way better from my past! amin