i feel so weak. i cant do anything right.
anything that i did right always turn out wrong.
i tried.
but really its draining me dry.
i cant continue being like this.
it have drive me semi-insane.
arghhhh!!!

jika betul ada hikmah
atas ape terjadi pada diriku ini,
ya allah, tenangkn lah fikiranku ini
aku ingin senyum seperti dahulu

:'( :'( :'(