Alhamdulilah, it has been 13 days of Ramadhan.
And i had to pay 3 days already after Ramadhan.
syukur that i can control my emotions MOST of the time
although there were times that i snapped.

life as per normal, MUNDANE

dear,im not sure about you.
i've not do anything to hurt you these days.
altho there are times that i need companion and you werent arnd.
i like you.
AND I DONT WANT TO HURT YOU.
i know your job is a pressure.
and time is always a lack from you to me.
BUT all i need is a lil initiative.
which was never there in the 1st place.
mayb im impatience.
but im doing this cos i dont want to hurt you and hurt myself.
if time really tell what gonna be our decision,
ill give myself time to think thru everything.
im not even sure of your feelings towards me.
im sorry.

dy-ida